30 march 2010

heyy stalkers ! (: i am back to postinq uhs . as usual went to sch , sci remedial thn headed home and orh orh . i miss-ed th last chapter for 7 o'clock show . x.x *sad* hmmms , i dunno wat exactly wrong with me . i really dunno if i should give up or wait ... i really thought of lettinq go . but i realised i really dun wish and dun bear to let qo . :( yes , i admit . i do still miss you at times . the memories we had , have always been kept in mye heart , it always flashes back in mye mind ... you have never leave mye heart before . :( but i know even if we get back to the past , things will definatenly be different and the feelings will be totally different . *speechless* i also dunno wat to say anymore ... i am really very tired , but i am still not willing to let qo . i really dun bear to ! :(

hey peeps ! (: today is a bad day for me aye ? :x had a huge quarrel with mum and uncle . x.x they blamed me for something that i didn't do . i explained to them till i get very mad and i started shouting at mye mum and showing attitude to mye uncle . yes , i know i am wrong in yelling at them and showing attitude . but i just hate the way when they did not check things properly and start scolding me ? who enjoys getting scolding uhs ? D: well , school wasn't that bad today ? gott back mye report book ! (: *phew* i passed ! (: hmmms , not with flying colours but at least i passed overall . i will continune to work hard and hope i am able to promote to sec 3(express) ? lawl; :D AND ! i had a little improvements today ? (: i think i am really tired and starting to let go ... i didnt think of him too much today . (: thanks for those ppl that had been encouraging me and concerning me . without you ppl's care & concern , i think i will still be stucking in that little darkness world of mine and don't get to see the the another side of the world . once again , thanks aye ! (: alrights , shall end here . (: goodnights !

maybe it is really time to let go ?

hey readers ! (: today din went to sch x.x cause had a huge headache in the morning . gawrrrr . the whole day stayed at home , lying on mye bed thinking alot of stuffs . no matter how hard i tried to keep myself occupied , i realised i just couldn't forget him . =/ maybe bro was right , wat is the point thinking if he is a hongster ornot anymore ? if the ans is yes , i am just hurting myself . if the ans is no , thn i will think of going back to him . so might as well leave the ans as unknown ? some things are left unknown is better than knowing and hurting myself . all the promises he had given to me , are a bunch of lies . there is once , i wanted to cry as hard as i could , but i realised i am tired of crying , every single day , dropping tears for you . maybe both of us are tired of quarrels and stuffs barhs . maybe the decision of letting each other go is right ....

11 march ders ! (:

hmmms , 11 march was cross country day . wokeup kind of late , lazy to go for cross country , but still gott to go uhhs . x.x met minxuan & ruhui at dover mrt , thn tgt go chinese garden . (: hmmms , some things happened ... kinda lame ... lazy to elaborate either . (: blahs .. blahs .. blahs .. thn after cross country , me , rhea & ching lin went to tiong baruh to makan thn ruhui say wanna go swimming -.- everyone agreed , so after makan , everybody go home , changed into swimming clothes etc , thn meet at ching lin's condo . (: after swimming , went to take photos (: laughs ; shydie . ^^

stupid lappy uhhs . x.x dunno whyes cannot upload photos jux now . but no worries , it is fixed now (: laughs . here are somemore pics taken at tion baruh . :D

hellos ! (: i am back to post ehhs ! (: *clapclap* lawl . hmmms , shall post eerything at one go . lawl . hmmms , 6 march , went to tiong baruh to do projects with frens . (: but mainly was playing lurhhs . stupid boys , make the girls do all the work . D: humph ! took some pics as uaual :D shall post them now . enjoy ohhs ! :DDD

here;s a solo post for you idiot ! :D ahben : thanks for being thr for me each tym i needed you . you habb been a good medicine for me . each tym i feel upset , you definately will be thr for me and listen to mye problems . thn tell me watt is your point of view and tell me watt i shld really do . thank yous sooo...sooo...sooo...much seriously ! (: hope that you can faster come back and pass me mye present ! it is smth you owe me ehhs ! MUST MUST MUST remember buy uhs ! :D thanks for your advice seriously . i will think abt it . i oso need tym isn't it ? D: okayy shall end here . takecare uhs ! :D

okayy last post for today and i am done posting all mye pics (: lol . 26feb , friday , afternoon ders things lazy to talk abt ... lots of things happened and it was a busy day ... thn night , met wawa and cab down to tamp to meet her stead , brandon . (: slack-ed , smoke smoke . thn was bored , so brandon called one boyboy up and slack slack with us . (: thn wawa & brandon keep disiao me and the tabor lurhhs . -shy- >< lols , thn slack till 12 , cab-ed home with wawa and she alight first . (: okayy , shall stop here . enjoy th pics taken ! :D

okayy back to post . (: jux finish edit-ing photos taken during minxuan's birthday . (: it was taken during 12feb . LOL ! but didn't habb tym to update as i habb been busy this few wks . =.= school...school...school... tests...tests...tests... D: i swear i am soooo dam stress and tired lurhhs . -.- okayy , back to topic . (: could still rmb , that day i pon sch as i was lazy to go sch . >< thn woke up at around 9 , thn went to prepare and fetch minxuan and ruhui from sch . (: met them , thn headed down to jurong ders sakura ! :D laughs ! shall not say abt the eating part ... i swear we ate till them full lurhhs . -.- of course , took some pics . (: posting them up now (: enjoys !

lols , blog gott problem , some photos wasn't updated ... so re-update mye blog (: soooo , enjoy th photos i habb taken during chinese new year ! :D -shydie-

okayy ! i am back to blog ! (: wahahaha ! :D chinese new year ders thing berii lazy say lurhhs . one word to describe "fun" ! lawl . won alot money and get quite alot angbao money . okayy ... i post pics barhs . lazy type oso (: bye bye !