" YOU GOT ME HYPONTIZED , SO MESMERIZED . "

finally finally finally !! ;DDD happy die me uhhs ! (: finished editinq those photos taken at first month ! (: k3k3k3 ! ;D its supa supa tirinq okays ? x.x 3 days niqht straiqht , keep editinq . >: but it is only for you okay boyf ? (: i know you have beem waiting for this lonq lonq post supa supa lonq liaos uhs ! <: lauqhs ; that day after woke up ,, went to bathe ,, followed by boyf ,, then we headed to qeylanq lor 1 to have our steamboat . (: some thinqs made me kinda piss off seriously ? but nevermind ,, kept quiet ... boyf had the same feelinqs as me ! (: lawl ; thn headed back to kallanq ders roof qarden to slack & stuffs . (: around 11.30 plus headed to bus-stop to take bus to east coast for chalet . (: on the way there was really funny {!} ;D LOL ! thn waited for the clock to strikes 12 ,, its our FIRST MONTH ! :))) wished boyf " HAPPY FIRST MONTH " !! lauqhs ; thn the rest went to chalet ,, boyf & I went to the beach to have a walk . (: had a nice heart to heart talk with him ,, but sadly the rain came ,, quickly ran back to chalet . :( *sad* thn slack & do bo at chalet . x.x but at least i have boyf accompanyinq me . (: around morninq bus back to boyf 's hse to sleep . hahah ; then woke up around the afternoon then pei boyf qo work . (: slack around w ' him ,, nth much to do also ,, but just wanna accompany him more {!} (: boyf ,, here's a delication for you alriqhts ? bby , thanks for beinq there for me whenever i needs you . yes ,, althouqh it is only a month ,, but you really understand me from the inside out . :x i didn't even realised that small little actions that i do ,, you will also noticed it . i am really surprised . :))) bby ,, thanks for the first month qift also ! (: i really love it supa supa much ! (: baby ,, i am sorry for that day what had happened okay ? i really feel so bad abt it ... well ,, can say this first month is quite smooth for us isn't it ? (: continue to keep up the qood job alriqhts ! <: i admit sometimes my temper is kinda bad and you are still willinq to qive in to me ,, thankyous soo sooo sooo much bby ! *inserts load & tons of hearts shapes* endinq here ,, bye peeps ;

*boyf qave this to me for first month !*

*sweet isn't he ? i really love it dam alot!*

*huqqinq this every niqht when i sleep.*

" IN EVERYONE'S LIFE , THERE IS A ' B.E.S.T ' ... "

currently in sch bloqqinq . (: well ,, just took back my science paper ,, did rather badly ... had my maths test just noaz also ,, dun think i did v well either .. x.x freakinq stress !! i told mum once i really feel like qivinq out studies ... quess wat ? she broke down infront of me ,, tellinq me she is also v tirinq to keep on hanqinq . :( she keep tellinq me not to qive up . x.x siqhs ; i dunno narhs ! >: i am missinq boyf alot noaz ! >: maybe qoinq to fetch him ltr after sch & qo have our dinner ? (: maid injuried her hand ,, so won't be cookinq . :X LOL {!} missinq alot ppl riqht noaz : aikiko ,, ahlinq ,, zhuzhu ,, wawa ,, shitinq ,, ahtinq ,, alot alot more ... (: tmr maybe qoinq minxuan's hse to bake cookies {!} ;D happy die me ! (: qort to qo ! seeya ; bye peeps .

" Never leave me alone behide "

" IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE , PUT THEM IN A CIRCLE INSTEAD OF A HEART . "



ytd after sch ,, went home ,, intended to qo find zhuzhu ,, but classmates called & said they qoinq out ,, so everythinq screw up . x.x wanna bake cookies ders . :( lolol ,, after that went down to boyf 's hse and headed down to vivo to meet quan hao ,, xueni ,, zhiminq & katkat . <: eat ,, slack ,, joke around . x.x hahah ; camwhore alot also . (: will upload photos soon . (: boyf piqqy back me and run here & there . lauqhs ; thn MRT-ed back w ' boyf cause he wanna send me home ,, but he missed his last bus ,, so he ton at my hse . (: sorry boyf ! :( make you sooo tired . x.x then morninq headed bacl to his hse . so noaz ,, lyinq on his bed and updatinq bloq . (: qoinq to smoke one more stick thn head to bed alr . after that qoinq out aqn ,, to celebrate our one month !! (: happydie me !! ;D iloveyou boyf !!! *inserts load load hearts* mua ;
" For every person who gets , there is someone who must give . "

" IS THIS THE LAST HELLO & GOODBYE I'M GONNA SAY TO YOU ? "

well ,, seems like i have been neqlectinq my bloq like H.E.L.L ? x.x hahahs ; just reached home . (: went out for dinner w' boyf just noaz . <: lots of thinqs happened this few days uhs . supa supa stress . :( studies is definately one of the problem ,, just quarelled w' mum ,, i dunno wat to say also . hais ,, relationship also became a problem ... i am totally lost for words . boyf ,, i know you would be readinq this cause you know i am updatinq my bloq . so this is wat i am qonna say : i am really sorry abt that day stuffs . i know it is all my fault ,, i was the one that failed to understand you . i am sorry that i neqlected you feelinqs at times and you still qive in to me everytime ,, keepinq everythinq to yourself . i am so useless ... i really dunno why i will feel confused abt my feelinqs that day . ;( i really qott to apoloqise to you . next ,, LIM WEIRONG ! i am not sure if you are qonna read this . but i still wanna say it out to you ; i quess this is the end of our "special" friendship yeah ? today when you obviously see me at bus-stop , you simply iqnore me ,, diao & watt so ever ? everythinq is like the past once aqn yea ? just like that time i still dunno you yet . well ,, you are really a "special" fren to me ,, i really treated you as fren and i never want to chanqe this relationship anymore . i enjoy sharinq secrets w' you ,, enjoy jokinq around w' you ,, enojoy saying those " you know i know " stuffs ,, enjoy sharinq our retarded stories & nickname for stuffs ,, likes it when you owe me 5 or 10 or watever ( you know wat i meant) . whenever i am upset ,, the first person that came to my mind will always be you ,, i really dunno why . i just wanna share it w' you . but sometimes i am afraid of callinq you and miqht disturb you . endinq this "special" friendship of ours really hurts me alot !!! could rmb everythinq clearly how we first chatted and stuffs ,, everythinq went supa smoothly and fine . you were the first person that made me supa duper hyper after ***** left me . later ,, we quarrelled ,, we didn't talk for abt 2 wks ? thn you came and apoloqise to me and we both patch aqn . second time we quarrelled ,, you scolded at me at first ,, but ltr you told me to call you and we clear thinqs up and we patch aqn . this is the third time and i suppose it will be the last also ? cause i quess this time we won't be able to patch aqn anymore . everythinq will be qoinq back riqht to the startinq point aqn ? supa supa disappointed in you today . there's still alot more i wanna say ,, but i quess it is meaninqless no matter how much i say isn't it ? hais ; i am tired of everythinq alr ,, really feel like qivinq up everythinq ...



" Do not follow where the path may leads , create a new path and follows the trail . "

" MOVING FORWARD IS NEVER A EASY TASK " ;

well ,, it has been a while since i last post ehhs ? o.o hahahs ; currently at boyf 's hse aqn . (: qonna watch anime ,, post shuanq nia . LOL ! dun wanna let my bloq dead . x.x ahahah ! okayy ,, qtq ,, byebye ! mua ;

" HATE IT WHEN EVERYTHING GOT SCREWED UP ! "

currently at boyf's hse aqn . (: ytd after sch went home bathe .. prepare ,, came down boyf hse to meet him . (: lol ,, boyf qo bathe while i makeup . (: thn headed down to buqis to meet ahlinq ' bitchy ,, dillon and xiaowei ' bro . ;D miss that bitch supa supa much sia ! ;D met her ,, crap alot ,, she freakinq make all of us lauqh like mad sia ! =.= stupid siao zabor ~ lauqhs ; after buyinq xueni 's birthday present at buqis ,, all of us that headed down to marina square to meet all the rest . <: seriously that ahlinq made all of us lauqh like some mad cow ,, qoose ,, hunter . *only ppl involved knows wat i meant uhhs* :B cannot say out . x.x lawl ; after that went around to slack and do bo . (: morninq boyf accompany me qo home bathe & had our breakfast there . (: thn came over to boyf 's noaz ! (: qonna sleep alr ,, ltr boyf qott work and i qott to qo down grandma ' hse for uncle's baby first month dinner celebration . ;D byebye ; mua !