"You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back. "

Using my iphone to update my blog. Its 8 o'clock now and i am freaking not asleep! :/ i am crazy already. Got tution ltr in the evening 5/6? Then after tution i wanna go find bby! ): i really miss him. Wondering how come i can go find him right? Cause he didn't go army!!! He kanna defer by the army ppl saying due to his medical conditions, he have to wait for another 3months. Haha. This is so stupid, i even cried in the train and worried for him! Did nothing much today, sleep > wakeup > met bby at my hse for dinner > went home > watch tv > do homework > watch videos and now here blogging! (: boring huh my life? No choice, school reopens got exams lehs! Mummy keep nagging me to study... Study... Study... Maths can seriously kill your brain cells okay! Haha. I am crapping already. Shall head to bed now! Stay tune for my next post alrights? (: comment or ask me anything at my Formspring and follow me at twitter @18th_love okays? (: love you guys!

" DAY 1: The first day you left me.


Its 2.43am now and i am not asleep! I think i am becoming like a owl that sleeps in the day and wakes up at night. Haha. Well, today is my boy first day in army. I really wanna know how is he now. Is he doing fine? Is he able to sleep? He msg me today telling me to call him once i wake up and he got a good news to tell me. But when i called him, he didn't ans my calls nor reply my msges. I am really worried for him! :'( I wanna listen to his voice and see him now. Baby uhs baby.. Please sms me A.S.A.P can?! I promised you to blog every night to let you know what i am doing every single day. Despite i am doing the same things everyday, i will still blog to let you see. Its my promise to you alrights? (: Today i am gonna blog about 7th June, my day with my boy.

Woke up > bathe > makeup > trained down to dhoby ghaut to meet my boy. Had lunch at 'Just Acia'. Had ice cream there too! ^^ *hungreeey* Got to maintain! Growing fatter each day. Kill me please... Okay, back to where i stop. After eating, we went to plaza sing to make a new couple rings as i lost mine in school. -.- Bought our new rings and we went to the arcade to take neoprints. Its my first time taking neoprints with him. Was damn happy at first till the stupid machine pissed me off. I took 8 shots with bby and they only let us choose 2 shots. WTF. Then headed to punggol mall and walk around. Took pictures in the train. Damn epic i swear, bby keep making me laugh. I really miss him.

I rmb baby say must edit his unglam pics or he will kill me! NAH!!! i edit liaos. Nice right? hehe. There is more photos! I had a hard time uploading these pics cause blogger kept failing me. -.-

Bought a facial wash, 2 nail polish, packets of masks, bby paid for everything. Thank you sooo sooo much baby! Walked till 9plus, called leong (bby working friend) up and asked if he wanna go play pool. Then he agreed! So we called Joe & Evon (bby working friends also) and ask them if they wanna join, surprisingly they also wanna! (: There is more pictures coming up!

Trained down to lavender and quickly go toilet with bby. Both of us were super urgent at punggol already yet didn't say out till we reach lavender then we both say out. Funny max! Finish playing pool, wanted to go eat supper. But in the end someone suggested to go sheesha, so we headed to sheesha instead of prata shop. Stayed till 3am and Joe cab us back to bby's house to take money then cab back to my house. Thats all for the day! :D

Gonna watch show at funshion till i fall asleep. I really miss baby like crazy. ): Will blog again tmr. Ask me anything at Formspring and follow me at Twitter @18th_love alrights? (: bye!

" Don't promise me anything if you know you are gonna break it in the end . "

currently at Aloha Loyang chalet celebrating my cousin's 1yrs old birthday . its dam big here laa ! most of my cousins have reached but bby has not !!! zzz ! i am missing him like fuck sia . D: wanna him faster come and meet me . my uncle brought alcohol ! got beer , wine and volka . ^^ gonna drink tonight . not alot pictures but will try update again alrights ? (: comment me at my formspring & follow me at twitter ! love ya!

" Don't look back, because if you do, you will trip in the present and fall in the future . "

yesterday night ton with baby and only slept less than 2hrs i think? then met my classmates at IMM to do our project. chat and fool around , they are super funny i swear . make me laugh till stomach ache ! mostly talking and slack at MAC but still completed the project . (: okay time check : 3am ! and i am not asleep yet lehs!!! POWER! lacking if sleep and i am updating my blog . shall update about my15th birthday celebration ! had steamboat at my house with my school mates . (: some pics taken before the steamboat as everyone is not here yet . :x

well , everyone reached around 7 and we get started ! :D mummy bought alot of food . snap some of the food she bought . ONLY SOME ! there is still alot in the fridge , but didn't take out cause table not enough space . :/ take a look :

vegetarian dumplings! i love this . (:

not very sure wat is this . it taste like fish cake ? :x but very thin slice type. not bad only laa.

steamboat definitely must have fishballs and hotdogs right ? ate alot fishballs !

slice pork and chicken for bbq . (: mummy marinate this herself , super nice only ! LOVE HER LIKE MAD ! :D

prawns!! alot of people ate this . super fresh and nice . brought 3kgs of prawns back. haha .

sliced fish for soup . good for minxuan to eat as she was sick that day but she still came down to celebrate birthday for me . thanks my dear friend ! (:

cuttlefish on the left and the right one i am not so sure . but i am sure most of your have eaten it before and it taste like fish cake , not bad laa .

bought lots of veggies back as minxuan love to eat veggies ! only she love to eat veggies in our clique . she can everyday eat veggies and she dun mind . i am also influenced by her already! :/

japanese mushrooms . boyf love to eat this . (: bought 6 packets !

TA-DA!! this is how my steamboat looks like . (: can you see the bbq thingy ?! dunno which idiot put so much margarine on it . made the food super oily only ! then in the end we got to put tissues on our plate to suck up the oil , dam unhealthy lehs ! everyone was busy eating and some MONKEYS friends of mine went to use my laptop and camwhore themselves . HAHA . they spammed dam alot sia!

from left to right : charlene , jinxian and rhea . (: wat a black face they gave ? hehe . ^^ there is really alot ! took me some times to upload all this photos ! enjoy ~

can you recognise this person's face ? aww , its CHARLENE's face !

this is RHEA's face !

charlene took the dog baby gave for me during valentine . that crazy mini bombini !

ru hui came in also ! :D

not long , candice join in the fun !

min xuan got to leave early as she was sick , so we cut cake first .

my birthday cake !! ^^ nice right ? its super ultra chocolatey . urghhhhh . i am hungry now ... bear with it kristin ! bear with it ! after cut cake , the MONKEYS went back to camwhore and this time i decided to join in . well , not much of my photos cause my hair is super ugly that day . HATE YOU HATE YOU ! STUPID HAIR !!

the bbq was super hot so i tied my hair up . (: charlene and co went off around 11 . then boyf and co came . DRINK , DRANK , DRUNK !!! thats all i can rmb . rushing this post as i really wanna sleep already , i can't stand it . ): comment me at my formspring alrights ? (: follow me at twitter also @18_love . shall head to bed noaz ! bye peeps ! :-*